WELL WELL TO START?? HOW ABOUT, "NO ONE CAN HAVE THAT MUCH BAD LUCK"...THESE ARE WORDS FROM A FORMER SUPERVISOR OF MINE DIRECTED TOWARD ME AND MY LIFE PROBLEMS. I GUESS I WILL START FROM BEFORE SHE CAME INTO THE PICTURE...NOV 2010...I HAD HEADACHES CONSTANT FOR AT LEAST 2 MONTHS, NEVER COULD FIGURE OUT WHY, WENT TO THE DOC, FOUND OUT I HAD SINUS DIESESE (9 1/2 ON A SCALE OF A 10 ON SEVERITY, SO THAT INCLUDED RECONSTRUCTION) AND A SPINAL FLUID LEAK....TRIED TO TREAT IT WITH MEDS, BUT WITH NO AVAIL I ENDED UP HAVING SURGERY IN MARCH 2011..ONE WEEK BEFORE I STARED MY NEW JOB.....SOMEWHERES AROUND JULY, MY SON GOT SICK...BAD SICK..AND I LEARN THAT MY HOUSE THAT I AM RENTING IS GOING INTO FORCLOSER AND I AM GONNA HAVE TO MOVE....WHAT DOES MY BOSS SAY? "WELL THAT IS JUST PURE BAD LUCK"... LIKE 2 DAYS LATER, I END UP GETTIN BIT AT WORK BY A HUSKEY....WHAT DOES MY BOSS SAY?..."WELL WHAT ELSE CAN HAPPEN TO YOU ???"....FINISHED OUT WORK THAT DAY, BUT ENDED UP OFF THE NEXT SO I COULD GET MY FAMILY MOVED......BUT WHAT HAPPENED??? ACCIDENDT...THAT FOLLOWING MONDAY....WHAT DO I HEAR?...MY BOSS SAY, "SERIOUSLY, IS YOUR LIFE FULL OF DRAMA?"...NO MAM, ITS NOT...JUST "BAD LUCK" AS YOU SAID BEFORE....LIFE RUN SOMEWHAT SMOOTH FOR AROUND A MONTH....TILL I LEARN THAT MY UNCLE IS RUSHED TO THE HOSPITAL AND MIGHT NOT MAKE IT, AND IF THEY WOULDN'T HAVE REVIVED HIM, HE WOULD HAVE BEEN DEAD...ONCE AGAIN, WHAT DO I HEAR? "THIS IS CRAP NO ONE HAS THIS MUCH HAPPEN TO THEM EVER"...TWO WEEKS LATER, MY GRANDMOTHER ENDS UP IN THE HOSPITIAL, WHAT DO I HEAR? "BULL CRAP, NO WAY THIS IS TRUE"..."BETTER HOPE NO ONE DIES IS ALL I GOT TO SAY"...THIS WAS ON A FRIDAY...FOLLOWING MONDAY I BELIEVE IT WAS....WILLIE CALLS TO TELL ME A BATTLE BUDDY HAS COMMITED SUCIDE.....WHAT DO I HEAR?..."SERIOUSLY?"...YEAH MAYBE NEXT TIME YOU WONT SAY "BETTER HOPE NO ONE DIES".....THINGS ENDED UP RUNNING SOMEWHAT SMOOTH AGAIN AFTER THAT FOR A FEW WEEKS....BUT ON MY WAY TO WORK ONE MORNING...I GET RAN OFF THE ROAD...HAVE A WRECK..END UP WITH A TBI...(TRAMATIC BRAIN INJURY)...WHAT DO I GET?...DRAMA...THE NEXT DAY, I WENT TO MY JOB, PAPERWORK IN HAND FROM THE HOSPITIAL...NOT SUPPOSE TO BE DRIVING AT ALL..WENT UP THERE, TOLD THEM I CAN'T BE AT WORK CAUSE I HAVE A FOLLOW UP APPT TODAY @ 930 SO THEY CAN RUN MORE TESTS ON ME... I LEFT MY JOB THAT DAY, NEVER TO LOOK BACK..ONE OF THE HARDEST THINGS I COULD HAVE EVER DONE...BUT HONESTLY, GLAD I DID, AFTER I LEFT THERE, I WAS ABLE TO GET MY APPTS DONE, JUST TO FIND OUT A NEW PROBLEM HAS AROSE IN MY HEALTH...IF IT WASN'T FOR ME LEAVING I PROBABLY WOULDN'T HAVE EVER KNOWN...SO HERE I AM, GOING TO TAKE A BIOPSY ON DEC 1ST TO FIND OUT IF WHAT I HAVE IS INDEED CANCER...BUT THE BUCK DOESN'T STOP THERE...WE FIND OUT THAT ANOTHER FELLOW SOLDIER HAS COMMITED SUCIDE, THEN A WEEK LATER .I FIND OUT ALL OF THIS AFTER WE FIND OUT ABOUT A DEATH IN THE FAMILY....THEN ONE MONTH LATER TO THE DAY, ANOTHER DEATH IN THE FAMILY....HOW MUCH MORE CAN ONE FAMILY TAKE?...THEN THERE WAS YESTERDAY...MY DAD...IN ICU NOW IN TEXARKANA....EMERGENCY SURGERY IS COMING...YOU KNOW WHAT MY OLD BOSS WOULD SAY?...."NO ONE CAN HAVE THAT MUCH BAD LUCK"....WELLL MAM, SORRY TO SAY, BUT WE FREAKING DO!!! THEY SAY ONLY GOD WILL GIVE YOU AS MUCH AS YOU CAN HANDLE, BUT IM NOT WONDERWOMAN..........THAT IS ALL |
