Bad Fortune : December 2009

Will my bad luck ever end?

Hi i need to know whether my life will turn around again. Over a year ago i moved back to my home town to look after my ill mother with my b/f of 3 years. 8 mnths ago i watched by her bedside as she passed away which was quite disturbing. Two weeks after that i found out i was pregnant which we had been trying for about 2 years. During that time i lost my full time job and had stupidly blown all of my work money on helping my b/f buy a car. About 4 mnths ago my partner had just started to drift away from me and sleep with his new boss which i had to find out from a friend of his. At christmas time my dog had died in my arms on the way to the vets. I have since had 2 car accidents and have now slipped into depression and my old ways of not eating properly which is hurting the baby. And just the other day i found out the woman who was so close to my mother before she passed and had become a sort of adopted mother has a tumour on her kidney. I just dont see a light at the end of the tunnel. I know i should be happy that i am going to give birth in a few weeks but i just feel like nothing is going to go right like i have been cursed and i dont know how to fix it. My ex partner still says he loves me but does not know what he wants to do. The stress of him alone is killing me. Can you see any good coming into my life and will my ex finally decide that he wants to be with me?

crappy birthday

This year, my husband and I got into one of the worst fights we've ever had on the day before my birthday. He stormed out and stayed at a hotel, and didn't come home until noon. I spent the morning of my birthday crying. Then he got back, and we were so exhausted from not sleeping so we passed out for a 2 hours. He woke up, and felt bad I guess, and went to the store and bought me season two of Lost and took me out to an awkward, last-minute dinner where we sat there red-eyed and looked at one another in a sort of confusion.

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I had a hole puncture in a can of Mountain Dew in my purse, Mountain Dew was dripping from my purse and I literally had to borrow my English teacher's trash can so it wouldn't drip everywhere when I was walking to the bathroom. Then I had to clean out my purse before everything got too wet and call my aunt so she could bring me another purse.

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I HAD THE WORST DAY EVA!!!!!!!! I AM SOOOO AHPPY ITS OVER :)
1. i got a fever :(
2. Lost my voice
3. My MOM came to school and... ya came to lunch and ate with me and my friends with a $5 footlong with everything on it
4.Had 5 tests and failed most of them

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my friends invited me to the movies to watch 2012. I'm still under 13 and I'm supposed to use child tickets. The guy was like, "Oh your a child? Show me your id!" We don't have ids and we told him that. "Then why aren't you in school?" It was a PA day today. We told him. "When is your birthday?" We told him. "Where are your parents? You can not be travelling alone. I'm going to call Child Service." Man that guy really need a girlfriend.

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I have had some bad luck lately, out of work right

now and need some money until I get new job, I have had a bypass in the last two years and take medications for my heart, but now am down to my last five dollars, I took all the money I had a paid rent and electric, should have food for another week maybe two if I stretch it. I have alppied for many jobs already about 40 but have not gotten any good leads, or call backs, I hate to be in this position and know that I am not the only one in this type of position. I have help others the best I can and still help them when I can, but at the point that I need help. I had just moved to a new place to be close to work I no longer have, I have to renew my plates next month for car and I hope I will have a job by then but my birthday is only 10 days away now, and don’t know how I am even going to pay for that, need to have my car to get work, it just sucks every thing right now, and being alone.

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I got a few new holes in my thumb today, thanks to a wayward pneumatic stapler. The unit double-fired, so the second staple ricocheted off the first and shot straight through my finger. There was an exit wound... however, I recoiled from the pain so abruptly, that instead of pushing my thumb down and away from the end of the staple, I just pulled it towards me, forcing the the staple to come out sideways, tearing my flesh around the side of my thumb between the entry and exit wounds. I don't think I hit any muscles or tendons... just several layers of skin. It bled a lot.